There is stuff going on right now with my family which I'm not sure how to process. Nothing to do with Chang or the kids so no worries there. I probably will never go into detail because it is something that I've never dealt with properly on an emotional, mental, spiritual level. I was so young when it all began, and now, over 20 years later, there has been a drastic turn of events.
As I was praying tonight, I recalled desperate prayers I prayed as a teenager. The only way I could cope back then was to cry out to God when no one else could hear my anguish. As time passed, I lost hope and more recently, I became bitter. But I'm experiencing something of a Christmas miracle. It may be premature but hope is returning and I feel like God is reminding me that He heard me way back then, and He never forgot.
Umma
3 years ago
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